Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

KL Trip

It’s been quite a while since I wrote my last entry. Busy is a lame excuse but I just couldn’t find time to blog anymore. It doesn’t help when they shifted me to the main office from my haven… I soo miss the guys from the old room. The people in the main room are as cold as the room temp, even colder! Roving eyes on u are aplenty though they claim they’ve got tons of work to do unlike us. Sitting next to the head of department tops it all, like a cherry on top of whipped cream of a sundae! Sweet… Not!

Im like freakin sleepy rite now cos I hadn’t had enuff sleep over the weekend. Just came back from KL yday morning & the last thing I should do is sleep late. Slept a couple of hours after arrival & headed for town to dress fiqah & shuqrie up for their performance. Came back home for a couple of hours den headed for dinner at Arab St for murtabak & mee goreng! Heavenly! Headed home & chatted on msn till abt 1.30a.m- the reason why im sooo sleepy rite now.

KL was great as usual. Spent too much on everything. Khehe… Took a coach on Thurs morning, arrived there ard 2pm. Checked-in to the hotel & went straight to the pool. Breath-taking view… it overlooked KLCC. After the swim, inn & I headed out to Bukit Bintang by ourselves cos the rest wasn’t gg out till dinner. Wat wastage we tot. So off we went, wat else, SHOPPING! Khehe... We were so engross shopping dat we forgot abt the time & the rest headed for dinner w/o the 2 of us! Hmmph…but we had our all-time favourite hawaiian pizza! Yummy... I loikee! After dinner, more shopping, or so I tot… went Petaling St but the street’s all empty! Damn! There was a police raid & most of the shops were closed even when we came back the day after. Haiz… but we still managed to grab some t-shirts & stuffs & oh yah… lychees & the famous Mata kuching drink! Mmmm… Khehehe...






Went clubbing on thur & fri. I've heard from almost every tom,dick & harry who'd club in KL to go Nuovo on thurs so off we went. Goodness gracious i couldnt believe my eyes wen i arrived der! The place was totally empty! Damn "happening" ah! If only inn was above 21, i would have gone to Zouk.. haiz..We went to the beach club instead juz for the sake of going. In short, the place was infested with SPGs. Period. Ppl actually tot we r 1 of dem! For goodness sake man! There's dis guy who was trying to be funny with me & he actually like fahmy! Hahahah! Both inn & me almost fell off the chair! Fortunately, fri was much better at Rum Jungle. Great live band & the music was not too bad either. Inn got to noe dis very weird guy frm the hotel concierge, who kept saying "Missed Call".. hahax.. At least the bell-hop guy looks better..khehe ;p





Went bfast on sat half asleep & headed for the pool where we saw the ferarri convoy! I can jus dream & take a pic with it! khaha! Went Berjaya Time Square for lunch & some shopping, back to KLCC for shopping again & A&W's waflle ice cream, coney dog & root beer float! Yum.. yum! Damn i missed dem!







After food, went back to the hotel for some R&R, pick our luggages up den off to the train station. Met faizah in the train on the way back to singapore. Of all the places! Small world man.. Arrived in Sin around 9am, had our bfast at the stn & headed back home for some sleep! Here are some of the pics taken in KL. Chaoz!

I Carry Your Heart

I Carry Your Heart

I carry your heart with me

I carry it in my heart

I am never without it

Anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done

by only me is your doing, my darling


I fear no fate

For you are my fate, my sweet

I want no world

For beautiful you are my world, my true

and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows

higher than soul can hope or mind can hide

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart

I carry it in my heart



-E. E. Cummings

So sick...

My super duper fave song at the moment... just the way im feeling now- So sick!

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that im alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Cant come to the phone
And I know it makes no sence
Cuz you walked out the door
But its the only way i hear your voice anymore
(its ridiculous)
Its been months
And for some reason i just
(cant get over us)
And im stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
Im so over being blue
Cryin over you

And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender i have
Thats marked July 15th
Because since theres no more you
Theres no more anniversary
Im so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

Thats the reason im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?
(why cant i turn off the radio?)

Said im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?
(why cant i turn off the radio?)

And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why cant i turn off the radio?
(why cant i turn off the radio?)
Why cant i turn off the radio?

Updates

It's been some time since my last entry. How fast January flies. My january has been quite a hectic 1. Alas, we've moved out of the office in Toa Payoh & now at the airport. Most of our time, were spent packing & unpacking, settling down & also training. My access to the internet was also kind of limited, dat partly explains why i havent been blogging.

I've finally bought a new mobile phone! After sooo long. Havent bought a phone since 2002?! haha.. all my hps were either obselete or given to me by my sis.

I managed to catch Backstreet Boys' Never Gone tour at the very last minute, all thanks to siti's much beloved sister,whos working at mtv,together with siti & yuzie. As if getting free tickets wasnt gd enuff, we were given front row seats just rite next to the stage! We were esctatic! It was like my childhood dream coming true. If u guys haven't know already, im an avid fan of BSB. Ya ya.. laugh if u want. Wait till u see andrea. haha.. I got called a bitch by a fren of hers for getting free front row seats. Too bad...;p Couldnt complain abt the concert although i felt dat it was a lil bit too short. Everything was great even though we came out of the stadium with our throats sore. On our way back, another surprise... we met ari wibowo waiting for a cab with his gf! We managed to snapped up a couple of pics before we headed back home. Man.. it was a gd day.

Other than dat, im busy with either training or training. & dis pc at work kept giving me stupid error messages! Im sort of having a brain block again rite now so till then.. Ciao bella!

My days in Valuair...

As my chapters in Valuair are coming to a close, i looked back at the almost 2yrs i've been here, with a bitter-sweet feeling. The beginnings, the great & not so great working colleagues, those annoying passengers, the gossip sessions, the laughing sessions, the ending & so much more, brings such great memories, memories dat will last & be remembered for years to come...

my clubbin' kakis