In Loving Memory

Some of my close friends might have known my late boyfriend passed away last April. Last Tuesday,12/07, was the 100th day since he left us, his loved ones. The family and close friends gathered for a small prayer session. I began to realise how much i took him for granted and didnt appreciate the little things he did for me. It's a lil bit too late i guess. In a way, I think all of us, by nature, are like that. We tend to take things for granted. He used to joke around and tell me if he's gone, sing this song and he'll know dat im reminded of him and dat he's gonna be touched. We'd just laughed it off. I really didn't think that it would happen, at least not in such a short period. Well, dis is for him...



My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along